
We traveled to Lewa for the marathon full of excitement, but race day didn’t go as planned.
We arrived at camp a few days before the event, hoping to be rested and ready. Unfortunately, the conditions made it difficult to get quality sleep leading up to the race. Faced with the choice between sleeping a little longer or fueling properly, I chose sleep—skipping dinner on both nights before the marathon. Looking back, I think that was the wrong decision.
By the time we made the walk to the start line, I felt something I had never experienced before a race: nausea from nerves. It caught me off guard and was an early sign that I wasn’t in the right headspace.

Once the race started, the course itself wasn’t the problem. I had been concerned about the hills, trails, and terrain, but they never really bothered me. Even the temperature was manageable. Physically, I felt capable.
Mentally was a different story.
By the second mile, I wanted to quit. Not because I felt bad physically or because the race was too difficult—I simply felt mentally exhausted. Every step felt like a battle against my own thoughts rather than the course in front of me.
Around mile eight, I finally realized I had been letting my mind dictate the day. At that point, I made a conscious decision to stop fighting the race and start enjoying it. I slowed down, took my time, even stopped for a shot of tequila, and focused on appreciating the experience instead of chasing a result.
In the end, the marathon became less about performance and more about perspective.
While I’m disappointed in myself, it isn’t because of my physical fitness. Physically, I was capable of running the marathon. The disappointment comes from knowing that my mindset got the better of me. On this day, the biggest challenge wasn’t the course—it was the battle happening between my ears.
That said, every race teaches something. Lewa reminded me that marathon success isn’t just about training the body; it’s also about training the mind. Sometimes the hardest lessons come from the races that don’t go according to plan, and those lessons are often the ones that stay with us the longest.






































